Not getting it done
Lately, my level of task completion has been rather low. No bragging here. I have go bogged down in imagined jobs. Not imaginary, that would require a serious investigation. This is more my job list.
Not hard jobs. All of them are understood, and I could probably walk an assistant through, but on my own I flounder.
Let’s see. Some examples. Well, there is a guitar string that needs to be replaced. Actually, the whole set, although five are still there. I have the new strings, and all the tools and some experience, but nothing is happening. The job has been on the list for months, already.
I also need to trace out my network wiring, in anticipation of changes. None of the cables are coded, but I put them in, and I remember the why of each. It is just that cables desolve. Check it out; it is a thing.
How about the garden beds. This is not actually on my list, but at some point I will need to put my back into the job, and empty the beds for a new season. Or, we could depend on the local market for our needs. No bragging rights on the job, in that case.
The imagined tasks have got the upper hand on the completed ones, and I cannot see a proper solution.
There were better times, before. I remember. And also, my boss did not replace me. I must have results. Quantifiable. But now, I wait for a miracle. That personal assistant. Tasks that magically disappear fro my list. Something. May, tomorrow, I will complete just one, for old times sake, and then I can brag to the universe.
